最近做事情，效率低下不说，还经常犯一些莫名其妙的无比低级的错误。上周末估计老板也是自己心情不好，于是我就撞枪眼上了，被骂得无限惨……而且被骂过后，可能是因为心情紧张，还出了另一次差错，要不是认错态度诚恳加上老板心情稍微好转，估计会死得非常惨。突然发现，一直很自信的前途，很可能不小心因为算错几个数，就那么付诸一炬，就像……元宵晚上央视的大楼……很璀璨。
    昨天夜里自己煮豆汤喝。明明记得煮好之后自己盛了一碗后就关了电炉了，可是睡到半夜迷迷乎乎的好像闻到有什么东西糊了。为了放心还起来看了一眼，没发现有什么问题……睡到清早起来，还是觉得有糊味儿，于是再次去厨房看，剩下的豆汤已经都烧得不成样子了……还好火非常小……当时真的对自己无限无语……最近脑子没有在工作吗还是什么情况？

    最近事情很多很杂，接下来两三个星期、考试、上学期落下的PROJ、出差，还有两篇PAPER……还不是所谓接踵而至，而是同时过来。运动越来越少，只有每周二晚上和几个朋友打两小时网球，可能是最近脑子运转不灵的原因？心爱的WAR3最近有些许进步，但是要放一放了，好好反省一下自己，好好努力一段时间，熬到下个月春假，再做别的打算。这里的天气，上周刚刚暖和了几天，这周又开始冷……感觉自己像是被封在冰里（WAR3的冰峰王座？呵呵，还是姓王的座，汗。。。）了，好久没有活动……春天，要不出去走走吧……去Atlanta，或是Miami？

    妈妈也是像我一样，就一直宅在家里了。其实我很理解她的心情，换成我也会是这个样子。不过人总是要慢慢调整的。按家那边政府办公效率，不知道夏天或者秋天她过来这边能不能实现了……希望可以吧，走动走动，换个环境，散散心总是好的。妹妹也加油吧，努力就是了。

    注意身体，多多运动，好好学习，天天向上……

    通过GOOGLE的一个小东西，每天学一点点英文引文，看到好的就收集起来，积累了很多了，看一下有感悟，也学一点点诗歌的感觉：）配上阿杜的一首歌，他的噪子就是适合唱这样的。元宵快乐！

"Because when we love, we always strive to become better than we are." Paulo Coelho in The Alchemist

"True love is when you have to watch a friend leave, with the knowledge that you might never see him again. But you know he'll be in your mind and heart forever..."

" The success of love is in the loving- it is not in the result of loving. Of course it is natural in love to want the best for the other person, but whether it turns out that way or not does not determine the value of what we have done". Mother Teresa

"True love begins when nothing is looked for in return." Antoine De Saint-Exupery

"We are shaped and fashioned by what we love." Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

"And think not you can guide the course of love. For love, if it finds you worthy, shall guide your course." Kahlil Gibran

"Love is the capability to evoke your loved one's love" Chinese

"The love we give away is the only love we keep". Elbert Hubbard

"Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do, will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, will never...never forget it." Anonymous

"Once a tear fell off my cheek and into the ocean, the day I find it will be the day I stop loving you". Anonymous

"We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, and hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives."

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love". Neil Gaiman

    长时间零下很多度之后，今天终于温度到零度附近了，于是……感觉很温暖。
    人，有一个很不好的东西，叫做习惯。一旦习惯了某种东西，便似乎很难离开。习惯了喧哗就忍受不了孤寂，习惯了安宁就忍受不了嘈杂。但是有时候也有好处，就像这样习惯了零下10多度，0度也就让人觉得温暖。若是能习惯了哀伤，那么平淡的时光也就让人觉得惬意。
    其实人活着，就是一种心情……心情好了，冬天可以滑雪溜冰，夏天可以冲浪游泳；心情不好呢，冬天感觉凄凉，夏天觉得烦燥。最终的最终，很可能会发现，原来一切就取决于自己的一个简单的念头——我想快乐，或是我要忧伤。

    最近很忙，TA的事情，作业，还有在写两篇第一作者的文章（前一阵没在学校，一些做好了的东西没有整理）……不过最近确实变懒了，有些事情就拖着，然后抽出时间来玩war3。前一阵子发现这边的网络上国内的对战平台，竟然不太卡，于是过年的时候和原来大学宿舍里的大师打了起来。大师已经荒废一两年了吧，于是我用了各种飘逸的战术和不错的操作，打得大师很开心，成天要找我虐他……后来又教冠头打，想培养多几个一起玩的人。可是，在线看他和别人打，差点儿被他活活气死，看来他还是比较适合做科学怪人……和他聊起来的时候，就明白原来自己从当年什么都不懂到现在学到了很多东西。战争的智慧、心理的斗争，以及浪荡天涯的英雄DH……打大师打出自信来了，最近状态很好，感觉进步了一截！

    其它东西不要落下了，加油加油！大家牛年牛气哄哄！