"Love is the most beautiful of dreams and the worst of nightmares." William Shakespeare

"With true love come no doubts, no jealousy, and no worries."

"Love is like heaven, but it can hurt like hell."

"It isn't possible to love and part...You can transmute love, ignore it, muddle it, but you can never pull it out of you... Love is eternal." E M Forester

"Love is like a knife, it can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that will last a lifetime."

"Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble and attempts what is above its strength." Thomas A Kempis

"You know you are in love When you see the world in her eyes, And her eyes everywhere in the world." David Levesque

"True understanding is deeper in meaning than mere words, and is important for its result, not petty rhetoric. Those who can verbalize their happiness have little happiness to speak of. My love has grown so much that I can't tell even half of it in words". Unknown (paraphrasing William Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet)

"Love, The key that unlocks the bars of impossibility."

"What the heart gives away is never gone ... It is kept in the hearts of others."Robin St. John

"True love is your soul's recognition of its counterpoint in another". Owen Wilson in Wedding Crashers

"He that shuts love out, in turn shall be Shut out from love, and on her threshold lie, Howling in outer darkness." Alfred, Lord Tennyson

"We are not the same persons this year as last; nor are those we love. It is a happy chance if we, changing, continue to love a changed person" W. Somerset Maugham

"Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart." Washington Irwing

    老板出差前几天，对我的工作赞不绝口。其实也不是什么大的东西，就是自己展示成果的方式比较特别，总能做些很讨人喜欢的图啊之类的。可能还真有些像当年Becky说我的一样，做个科学领域的艺术家。确实有时候这些小技巧比真正的研究能力还重要。也许因为学术界确实比较枯燥，大家都需要创造些东西来娱乐一下。能把结果展示得非常漂亮，超出一般人的想象，也就给人眼前一亮的感觉，自然讨人欢喜。像老板这样天天钻在各种公式和理论里面的人，一旦看到别人能把枯燥的结果，展示得别具一格，自然无限欢喜。和老板之间的关系，因为很久前被骂，还有上学期TA的事情，似乎多少有一些“阴雨天”的感觉。最近学期结束，开始专注科研了，这才算感觉比较良好了，继续努力……

    昨天，最近在费米实验室实习的高中同学阿平过来了，周围四处走走逛逛。天公也很配合，周五还大风大雨的，这两天却是天气出奇地好。和阿平聊起来德州那边的样子，才知道自己对美国的印象，也只是停留在自己所在的这个小镇，以及去过的非常有限的一些地方。井底之蛙……噢，还一起看了个小小厘头的电影，叫Hang Over……进去前还怕看不懂，不过，还行，非常好玩。想开心大笑一下的，不妨看看，也不是完全没有意义。再贴几个照片吧，手机拍的，“到此一游”……
   

    很惊讶地发现，再大的地方，也是一直挺快地变化着。为什么自己像块石头一样，一成不变？

    在办公室一个人啃着饼干，看着窗外的雨，等着漫无边际的计算结果……上午头脑很不清楚的时候还在说天气慢慢好起来了，可是傍晚老天爷脸色越来越难看，慢慢就下起了雨……下雨了，总是好的……
    忘记交待了……上周五已经算是开始放假了，结束了需要选的所有课程，以及TA的工作，未来几年就专注科研了。老板因为我上学期的科研状况，似乎很是有些焦急，催着我赶紧做些东西出来。不过这周末他又要出差了，他一出差，自觉不自觉地，都会空闲很多。
    前几天和同学聊天，说自己什么“心如死水”；今天才突然发现，只是自以为是了。什么时候真万事皆无所谓了，难道真的会心如止水，遁入空门了不成？大概也是又一次地自以为是而已了。
    天色越来越黑沉了，雨越下越大了，程序越算越长了……看着那个计数器读秒，想着程序也大概是不停地在钻某一个牛角尖，不能自拔。

    ……程序说它放弃了。。。
    路对面很多人站在雨中，伸长脖子等待着那班已经迟到了很久却还没有到来的校车……
    天继续黑，雨继续下……

    如果当初，知道现在自己的样子，是否还会犹疑了许久之后，那么义无反顾地决定去那一件没有把握的事情呢？

    现在的自己，既然已经知道了现在的心境，是否还会在未来的日子里，像过去的几年一般痴迷地做同一件傻事？

    而未来的自己，经历了更长的时间消磨，是否会像自己所期望的那样，慢慢地淡忘最初刻下痕迹的原因？

    是不是类似的事情，就一定要触发类似的记忆？为什么总是要抓狂地看着当年的那个自己，责骂现在的我？

    我是该被动地等待时光的遗忘，还是努力地尝试满世界寻求别的出口？

    天亮了，就好了；久了，就好了；写完了，就好了……什么时候不会想了，就好了：）

"The love that lasts longest is the love that is never returned." Somerset Maugham

"Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment love begins, but we always recognize the moment it ends?"

"The truth of love is the truth of the universe: it is the lamp of the soul that reveals the secrets of darkness". Kabir

"There is the same difference in a person before and after he is in love as there is in an unlighted lamp and one that is burning." Vincent Van Gogh

"Love not what you are, but what you may become". Miguel de Cervantes

"When you depart from me sorrow abides, and happiness takes his leave".William Shakespeare in Much Ado About Nothing, Act i, Sc.1

"Respect is love in plain clothes."